so i am sorry i disappeared. last week i was really ill. i had fevers and a terrible bout of asthma that turned into bronchitis which required breathing treatments at the doctors and starting corticosteroids to help with the swelling of my lungs and junk. i still have to go back and get a pneumonia shot. oh well. also the week before i got sick i had a bunch of personal drama at home. everything is fine but sometimes you just dont get along with your spouse. that can also put you in a weak spot healthwise too. i am better now. i hope you all are having a great sunny first day of april. i love you all.